15th metal . private messages

[godsays]

[ Private to Chris ]

Do I have to kill him?

[ Guess who just woke up and saw the kerfuffle. Zero to rage in thirty-one seconds. ]

[ Private to Cassel ]

Are you well enough to make metals? Because if so, I'm going to ask for pewter, iron and steel.

If not...

[ He doesn't finish that. ]

Comments

[Private]

[godsays]

Don't.

I'm good at it, and Cassel might want you to be... the better person.

[Private]

[mistconduct]

Cassel wants you being the better person.

Zane, I fucked up so hard. I fucked up in the fucking worst possible way. This is all my fault, I can't handle it.

[Private]

[godsays]

I'm not. Doing this is... it's another twig, on a bonfire. It doesn't matter. You haven't killed like I have.

Let me fix it.

[Private]

[mistconduct]

I haven't killed anyone. But I fucking want to. I fucking want to kill the prick that did this to Cassel.

How.

[Private]

[godsays]

By killing him. I don't care if someone else got there first. I want him to die at one of our hands.

[ The three of them. Their family. ]

[Private]

[mistconduct]

...I want to see what Cassel says first. I don't fucking...trust myself to do anything right.

I should've talked to Kon..

[Private]

[godsays]

You're not responsible for what I do, then.

[Private]

[mistconduct]

Yes, I fucking am, you asshole. All of this shit that comes out of this? That's on me. I provoked Dent. I made this shit happen.

You sit down, you fucking shut up, you wait for me to tell you what we're doing.

Is that clear?

[Private]

[godsays]

No.

[Private]

[mistconduct]

You want to look for the prick responsible?

You're looking at him right the fuck now.

And I can't fucking trust my own fucking judgement right now, so you need to fucking listen to whatever the fuck Cassel tells you when he wakes up because he knows more than us two morons combined.

[Private]

[godsays]

I can't promise I'll listen to him either.

[Private]

[mistconduct]

You're a fucking stupid prick, Zane. And I'm willing to forgive you for it because I'm an even stupider fucking prick.

[Private]

[godsays]

Of course you are. But words are just words.

[Private]

[mistconduct]

Cassel says no, Zane.

[Private]

[godsays]

[ An angry sound, and he hangs up. ]