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I'm Zane.

I've killed hundreds of people. Thousands, maybe. Some were soldiers or guards. Some were in the wrong place. Some annoyed me. Some didn't see it coming. Some had a chance against me. Most didn't.

And it. Was. Easy.

Rogue said that when killing is easy, you've lost something that makes you human. I don't believe that. Because it's still easy. What's hard - is not.

When you decide not to kill someone, it's not just once. It's every day. It's every moment. Over and over again. When you decide to kill them, it's over. And sometimes all I want is for it to be over. And there are people here that, if I could, I would just kill them, and I wouldn't look back.

I'm a warden here.

Resurrection isn't just for our protection - for a warden's protection. It's for their protection too.

Killing can be right. Suffering can be right. Pain can be right.

Love can be wrong. Happiness can be wrong.

But this is the truth: killing is easy. It takes years to make a person. It takes seconds to end them. Knowing that doesn't make you inhuman. Being tempted by that doesn't make you inhuman. Rage and revenge are human too.

I regret. I hate myself. I struggle. That won't ever make me not a killer.

It won't ever make me not human, either.

[ Viciously, he cuts off the video. ]