28th metal . voice

[godsays]

The Admiral makes you a warden before you finish learning. Finding out what's right and what's wrong.

Is that because you never stop learning?

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[versusnurture]

Why? Because you used it?

I've been violated in my death. He sang to me. He cut my throat and sang to me as I bled out. So I can care about people but not things, not principles. I definitely don't care about the cost.

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[godsays]

It's your choice.

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[versusnurture]

. . . Yes. It is. It's not about being alive or dead or something in between. It's about choice.

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[godsays]

I mean, I wouldn't try to stop you.

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[versusnurture]

I know. I understood what you meant. And . . . thank you. It's just that you've showed me something else, too.

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[godsays]

[ He hesitates. Isn't sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. ]

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[versusnurture]

I won't use excuses anymore. That's all I mean.

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[godsays]

To him or to yourself?

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[versusnurture]

To myself.

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[godsays]

Good.

[ It's a step. ]

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[versusnurture]

[She hesitates, wholly unused to protective feelings, much less protective feelings of a non-parental figure. After a moment, she huffs in frustration.]

Promise me you won't do anything stupid. Please?

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[godsays]

I think everything through.