071st metal . voice & zero spam . possible cw for self-harm

[godsays]

[ voice ]

[ Zane's voice is soft, and hoarse. ]

When will someone let me out.

[ action ]

[ He wakes up in Zero in agony. Too many kinds to sort out and identify: raging thirst, the world swimming in front of his eyes, the stabbing pain of every heartbeat, the full-body torture of the death toll, but it's all mixed, all together, and he's moving before he knows it. He grasps for metals, but he's empty, there's nothing, there's no feeling of Allomancy at all.

He falls to the cold ground and goes to the sink, drinking thirstily, and then, with no memory of what happened between, he finds himself at the bars. ] Charles. [ He's calling for help, the cry of an angry and hurt child, and he hits the bars and shakes them, and it's too long before he remembers that he doesn't have a warden anymore. He is a warden.

His mind feels torn to shreds. He wants to hurt things again. The voice grips him.

He curls up, shaking. ]

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[walkthedarkpath]

[ Having been in Zero since Saturday morning, Vergil watched the comings and goings happening in zero. He had taken particular interest in watching Zane. He recognized the man who beheaded him in the arena, he also knew him to be Sylvanas' warden but he had never bothered to try and speak to the man before now, he had no intentions of changing that either.]

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[godsays]

Did you go insane?

[ He asks the question into the silence, eventually, after a long time. He's been up and down, moving, pacing, and if he sleeps there have been nightmares. ]

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[walkthedarkpath]

[ Vergil was texting when Zane spoke. He hit send before sitting the device down and looking to the other.]

Sanity is a point of view. Many would say I was already insane. To answer your question in a proper way, no. I just lost my temper.

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[godsays]

Sylvanas wouldn't say that.

[ At least, he doesn't think so. ]

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[walkthedarkpath]

That would be correct, she also understands my views though, as I do hers. How many can say that they can understand her views?

[ He spoke simply before waving a hand. He worried about people hearing the conversation.] I will not talk about her with you.

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[godsays]

Insane isn't just a point of view.

[ Thoughts can be wrong. Thoughts can break on each other and grind and hurt to think. ]

Re: Spam

[walkthedarkpath]

I see we agree there.

Re: Spam

[godsays]

You just said it was!

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[walkthedarkpath]

[ He waved a hand dismissingly.]

I must apologize, I misheard you a moment ago than. I thought we were agreeing it was a point of view. Please, go on with your thoughts than. Why do you disagree?

Re: Spam

[godsays]

Because some things are real. And some things are delusions.

And some things are wrong.

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[walkthedarkpath]

I must disagree, what may be real to you may not be to someone else. How are you to judge without making someone else look insane? Reality is simply a view.