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ZANE . house venture ([personal profile] godsays) wrote2015-03-23 06:39 pm

071st metal . voice & zero spam . possible cw for self-harm

[ voice ]

[ Zane's voice is soft, and hoarse. ]

When will someone let me out.

[ action ]

[ He wakes up in Zero in agony. Too many kinds to sort out and identify: raging thirst, the world swimming in front of his eyes, the stabbing pain of every heartbeat, the full-body torture of the death toll, but it's all mixed, all together, and he's moving before he knows it. He grasps for metals, but he's empty, there's nothing, there's no feeling of Allomancy at all.

He falls to the cold ground and goes to the sink, drinking thirstily, and then, with no memory of what happened between, he finds himself at the bars. ]
Charles. [ He's calling for help, the cry of an angry and hurt child, and he hits the bars and shakes them, and it's too long before he remembers that he doesn't have a warden anymore. He is a warden.

His mind feels torn to shreds. He wants to hurt things again. The voice grips him.

He curls up, shaking. ]
strangehistorian: (the confused)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-03-24 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
How are you... feeling?
strangehistorian: (the frustrated)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-03-25 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

Are you likely to harm anyone else?
strangehistorian: (the confused)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-03-26 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
That is good. I'm glad.
strangehistorian: (the warden)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-03-28 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Undeterred!]

I'm making sure the library is in good hands before I go!
strangehistorian: (the confused D:)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-03-31 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I wanted to see if you were alright.

[She was worried :c]
strangehistorian: (the frustrated)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-04-03 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Not fully recovered, I understand. But you seem to be out of the... altered state, that you were in.

Can I bring you anything?
strangehistorian: (the regretful)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-04-03 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Many dark magics work that way. It doesn't mean you would have lost control of those things under normal circumstances.
Edited (grammar...) 2015-04-03 18:50 (UTC)
strangehistorian: (the regretful)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-04-04 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
The magic? Or the parts of yourself you don't like?
strangehistorian: (the young)

[personal profile] strangehistorian 2015-04-05 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps it is simply in your nature. The goodness of a being is not determined by their instincts, but by which ones they choose to be driven by.