[Cassel licks his lips - distinctly uncomfortable, wanting to flee, but he can't, not after that question. He wants to know, too. Sometimes he thinks he has an answer that makes sense, sometimes he's not sure.]

[Zane's the opposite of trustworthy, but Cassel has so much information on him already, maybe it won't matters if he gives something back. Maybe. Barron would call him an idiot, but sometimes he just doesn't give a damn what Barron thinks.]

People made me do things. Used me. So I did bad things but I didn't - I don't think I meant to.

[Part of the trouble is he can't remember. Barron says he enjoyed it, was eager for it, but there's no way of knowing.]

Somebody changed me. I - guess I have to change back.