[ Like this, is what he wants to say. Like hurting someone. But hurting people has always been right. Being ruthless was necessary to survive.
'Self-destructive' - when she said that, it made him think of the scars on his arms. How drawing blood helped him resist the pull of the voice, helped him keep in control of himself. ]
Like killing someone you don't want to kill.
[ Want being an iffy term, here. The desire to kill can pound through Zane's body, can warp all of his thoughts, and yet he can know that what he wants is something else. To achieve a longer goal.
It must be that people can want different things at once. ]
Video | Private warning for self-harm
'Self-destructive' - when she said that, it made him think of the scars on his arms. How drawing blood helped him resist the pull of the voice, helped him keep in control of himself. ]
Like killing someone you don't want to kill.
[ Want being an iffy term, here. The desire to kill can pound through Zane's body, can warp all of his thoughts, and yet he can know that what he wants is something else. To achieve a longer goal.
It must be that people can want different things at once. ]