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ZANE . house venture ([personal profile] godsays) wrote2015-03-23 06:39 pm

071st metal . voice & zero spam . possible cw for self-harm

[ voice ]

[ Zane's voice is soft, and hoarse. ]

When will someone let me out.

[ action ]

[ He wakes up in Zero in agony. Too many kinds to sort out and identify: raging thirst, the world swimming in front of his eyes, the stabbing pain of every heartbeat, the full-body torture of the death toll, but it's all mixed, all together, and he's moving before he knows it. He grasps for metals, but he's empty, there's nothing, there's no feeling of Allomancy at all.

He falls to the cold ground and goes to the sink, drinking thirstily, and then, with no memory of what happened between, he finds himself at the bars. ]
Charles. [ He's calling for help, the cry of an angry and hurt child, and he hits the bars and shakes them, and it's too long before he remembers that he doesn't have a warden anymore. He is a warden.

His mind feels torn to shreds. He wants to hurt things again. The voice grips him.

He curls up, shaking. ]
imfollowinghim: (I had him on the ropes.)

voice

[personal profile] imfollowinghim 2015-03-24 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
I don't give a shit how it happened, this is the second time I've seen you murder people because something got in your head. If there's a risk of that happening every goddamn time you're not yourself here, maybe you shouldn't be here.
imfollowinghim: (And it keeps getting stronger.)

voice

[personal profile] imfollowinghim 2015-03-24 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
So that makes what you did okay? That justifies losing your shit and lying through your teeth to people about it so you can do it again?
imfollowinghim: (I don't get it Peggy come back. :C)

voice

[personal profile] imfollowinghim 2015-03-24 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
It's not guilt. It's being fucking disgusted that people like you are allowed to act like you're the only victim here just because you "weren't in control" when it happened.
imfollowinghim: (Don't pull that crap with me Steve.)

voice

[personal profile] imfollowinghim 2015-03-24 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Then start acting like it and quit bitching about when you're allowed to come out.
imfollowinghim: (Cut the crap.)

voice

[personal profile] imfollowinghim 2015-03-24 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
I think I made my point. You're just digging yourself deeper.